summer: where i am now

so i've decided, (well actually a friend of mine who is a well trained doctor) that i'm going crazy..and not that i need help/padded room...but crazy bc i don't know what to do right now...i'm currently taking my brother to his driver's ed class and driving lessons so most of my day is taken up by that...and next week will be a little crazier since my mom will be having surgery and i'll be the one taking care of her....oh where's my dad you wonder? well he's in Oklahoma on Army business. He was activated for six months so he's doing the whole E8 thing...Hunter is in Ft. Benning working as an Airborne Ranger and will be sent off to war sometime in July, so that just leaves me, tanner and mom.....i'm out for the summer and have been for the past month, but that's another story....anyways so that pretty much leaves me to take care of things, ie housework, tanner....so i haven't had time for that real job...i mean i've applied everywhere suitable but since the only time i have left in the day is at night a lot of places just don't have openings for that....so lately i've been having this lame feeling....i mean i've reorganized my room and i have a couple of more projects left to do but i can't shake this feeling...i have recently however found the Mckinney public library, so while tanner is in drivers ed i go hang out there...it's a nice place to be but everytime i go there i just want to check out all the books...so far i have only four right now... (: anyways this is like one of my first blogs so i decided just to let you know what i'm up to in this time frame...i'm sure there will be plenty more...and i hope blogging lets me express myself more and give me something to do..well i'm tired of typing now so i'll just have to finish some more later...